Not drunk enough

Not drunk enough
to let my smile go
through you and time
along a lonely night.

Not smart enough
to scare you:
my past, my shallow
dream of fear and lost.

Not truthful enough
to try stopping you
crawling my mind
like a baby child.


Not realistic enough
to believe in faith
along you stranger...
just a stranger in my life.

Not empty enough
to hope that feelings
will grow again and again,
like an empty chair
yelling to the solitary
ghosts of passion..
Just a day...

So listen thoughtful:
Not drunk, smart,
truthful, realistic
nor empty enough...

Enough!